Sunday, March 7, 2021

An Excerpt from "Partners"

 The First Two in the Cypress Hills

Some of the varied landscape in the Cypress Hills of Southern Saskatchewan




By D. M. McGowan

Copy write © 2001







          He wasn't sure, but he believed it had been two months. It had been June first when he left Pembina in Dakota Territory and a week later he had been struck down by a fever. He laid in his tent for either two or three days, but he thought it was two. If it had been indeed two days, then it was June 29, 1866, two months to the day since he had rode away from his land, his home, and his life near Kingston.

          While swinging around in the saddle to check the loads on the two pack horses he thought of that other life. Not only had he ridden away from a hundred acres of farm land which he owned free and clear, but he had also left a steady and rewarding job teaching his neighbor's children. He had turned his back on 35 years of life, and all the things he had worked toward during that time.

          "Turning my back on that life was nothing," Tom said aloud, something he found himself doing more and more as the long days of sun, wind and rippling grass ran one in to the other. "I turned my back on a way of life to make that one, and perhaps this new one will last longer."

          Tom Brash had once been a husband and father. When he rode away to the west he left behind the graves of his wife and two sons.

          "We should be close to those lakes," he said, attempting to turn his mind away from painful thoughts of the past. He turned again to look at the gaunt horses knowing that his mount looked no better. Except for the days he had lain in the grip of a splitting headache they had traveled every day, and the pace was taking its tole on the fine animals. "When we find those lakes we shall rest for a few days. I'm sure you'll appreciate it."

          In his saddle bags he carried maps of the country through which he rode. Some of these he had made from information to be found at Queens University. Most notable were copies of the Palliser maps. Some of the information he had collected had proven to be inaccurate, but not to the point that it had caused him great difficulty. He had discovered most of the discrepancies by talking with men who knew the land, but at this point had not found anything on the ground that varied from his charts.

          Two days ride west of Pembina a Métis man had confirmed the existence of what he called "Old Woman Lake" near the eastern edge of the Cypress Hills. However their existence had been touched on earlier by a mountain man he met in Fargo.

          "Yer maps is all which-a-way," the old trapper had declared. His finger touched a point far to the west near the mountains. "Them two rivers don' meet. One takes of south 'bout here," he touched a curve in the river as shown on the map. "Turns in t' the Milk an' then in t' the Missouri. This un here turns and goes in t' what they call the Saskatchewan." He appeared ready to say more when something further east caught his attention. "This here shows some swamp or marsh. That there's Cypress Hills country. I ain't never bin there but that's 'bout where the Old Woman Lakes should be."

          He thrust the paper at Tom. "You be sure t' take that with yuh when yuh head out, 'cause if yuh depend on it, you're gonna die. An' if it disappears with yuh we won't have to worry 'bout it leadin' somebody else off the track." Though his face showed no expression the twinkle in the old trapper's eye took the coldness from his statement.

          Tom's last contact with his fellow man had been at the Métis camp. They where two days from Ft. Garry on their first big hunt of the new season and had little to offer but hospitality, but of that they gave in plenty. In return Tom gave them coffee and flour, sure that he had more than enough on his two pack horses.

          Turning once again to glance at the horses, Brash thought about the supplies that remained. He swung his eyes around, taking in the vast land through which he rode. "Perhaps I was somewhat hasty in estimating my requirements."

          Gently he halted his mount and swung down. Pouring water into a large handkerchief he wiped dust from the nose of his mount and then the two pack animals. After a short drink he removed the bandana from around his neck, poured some water into it, and then wiped his face and neck. Hanging the canteen from the saddle he began to walk, leading the horses.

          He was slightly taller than average at five feet ten inches. Even though his legs were slightly longer than his torso, many overestimated his weight for he was as thick through as he was wide. He wore military style, knee high riding boots, heavy cotton pants and shirt, and a leather vest. His long moustache was streaked with grey, and the long sideburns under his flat crowned, flat brimmed felt hat were almost white. June 29, 1866 was his thirty sixth birthday.

          He was well into the Cypress Hills now, and climbing. Despite the heat and tired horses he altered his course and angled up the hill. From up on top he might be able to see something that would indicate the location of the lakes. Perhaps he would cross the trail of some animal going to water. Seeing a grove of trees might also help, for many trees could not grow without some water.

          Pausing for a moment he turned and looked back toward the south east. Although he had been in this wide open land for more than a month he still was not used to the vastness. Distance seemed to contract, and what appeared to be a hundred yards would prove to be five hundred.

          The climb was much steeper and longer than he had anticipated, but he did finally approach the top of the hill. Before he crested the ridge however, he heard a murmur that he thought might be human voices.

          His mount stopped when he dropped the reins. He stepped back beside the animal and drew a Colt revolving shotgun from the scabbard that hung down from the cantle. With the scatter gun in his hands he continued up the slope, cautiously scanning the country as he moved forward. He knew that he might meet full blood Indians who would not be as friendly as the Métis' he had camped with. The Assiniboine, Cree and Blackfoot all claimed these Cypress Hills as their own. None of them looked kindly on those who might trespass, but those who met the Blackfoot seldom complained about poor treatment. If they did object it was only to their captors just before they died.

          The voices grew more distinguishable as he advanced, though he could still not understand any words.

          A shot rang out so close that Brash dropped to his knees thinking for an instant that it had been aimed at him. A scream was cut short by the sound of a blow. Tom dropped to his stomach and crawled to the top of the ridge where he could look into the hollow beyond.

Old Wives' Lake Nature Area (Delta as it appears today)
Old Wives' Pasture

          A lake lay before him, perhaps the very one he sought, one arm of it disappearing off to the left. Directly below him on the shore of that lake were the remains of a camp that had been destroyed. A small teepee lay torn and scattered through the remains of a cooking fire and utensils. The body of an Indian man lay tied to the remains of a travois frame, a hole near the center of his bare chest, and blood staining the earth beneath him. Another form from which Brash thought he could hear moans - and guessed was a woman by what he could see of her dress - lay near the bound corpse. The camp was bordered by the lake and the hill, and by thick stands of aspen and willow which gave way near the water to wide strips of cracked and drying mud.

          Two men also stood in the clearing. Each of them wore full, dark brown beards and buckskins, the clothing showing as much grease and almost as dark as the face hair. One wore a battered felt hat, his leggings tucked into high topped riding boots. The other wore a fur cap, the ear lugs tied together on top, his feet in moccasins which extended to just below his knee. The one with the felt hat held a rifle in his left hand, and a coil of rope in his right. Fur Hat had just finished loading his rifle and was removing the ramrod.

          "Well, I reckon we isn’t gonna have any more fun with the Injun," Felt Hat commented.

          Fur Hat cursed. "Wasn't much fun in 'im, Seth. Got more out o’ watchin' his chest blow up."

          Seth poked the moaning bundle with the toe of his mule-ear adorned boots. "Well, mayhap Mrs. Injun'll be more entertainin'."

          "Nope!" a new voice announced.

          Both men spun to see a slight figure step from the trees. From his perch high above, Brash saw a boy of perhaps fifteen in cloths that were little more than rags. He wore no hat and his hair was a long, snarled mess. A piece of rope was tied around his waist to hold his pants up, but just under it was a gun belt. The right side of his too-large coat was hooked behind the butt of a large holstered revolver. In his hands he held a rifle, thumb on the hammer and finger on the trigger.

          "What's yer prob'em, boy?" Seth asked.

          The boy nodded at the moaning bundle. "No more hittin'," he announced.

          Fur Hat grinned. "Well, she ain't no use then, is she?" He cocked his rifle and swung the muzzle.

          The boy cocked his rifle and swung it toward Fur Hat.

          "Look out, Hank," Seth called.

          Before Brash could even realize that what he had thought was a rope was actually a bull whip, Seth flicked it toward the boy. The very end of the braided rawhide snapped around the barrel of the boy’s rifle. Seth jerked and the rifle landed in the dirt.

          Hank laughed. Seth grinned and brought the whip back, swinging it over his head for another strike at the boy. A shot rang out and the whip flew from his hand.

          The boy stood with a smoking pistol in his hands.

          Brash knew his eyes had been on Seth and the whip, but the appearance of the weapon was a shock. Apparently it was also a shock for Seth and Hank. Seth was doubled over holding his ringing right hand between his legs, eyes large and round, and fixed on the smoking muzzle. Hank's eyes were similarly fixed, his thumb still holding the hammer of his rifle at half cock.

          "Hammer down," the boy instructed.

          Hank gently released the hammer.

          Seth took his hand from between his thighs and shook it violently. "He ain't fast enough to shoot us both," he concluded. He still held his rifle in his left hand.

          On the ridge above, Brash realized that at least twenty feet separated Seth and Hank. Even for someone as fast and accurate as the boy appeared to be it would be difficult to stop both men before he was himself hit by someone's return fire. Brash also suspected that there was a great deal of luck involved in the shot that took the whip from Seth's hand.

          "You first," the boy announced, his revolver pointed at Seth.

          Hank smiled. "Then you second," he said swinging the muzzle around toward the boy.

          "I believe you may be second." Brash did not know what made him call out. One of the things that had forced him from his home was well meaning people who, after the death of his family, constantly demanded that he communicate with them, and here he was getting involved with people he didn't even know. What he had just witnessed, however, was brutal, and the boy needed help. He shoved the muzzle of his shotgun over the hill and into view.

          In the clearing, Hank had stopped the swing of his rifle. Seth had started to raise his own weapon and the weight of it against his left wrist was starting to make his arm tremble.

          "Put 'em down," the boy said.

          Seth and Hank leaned over and carefully placed their weapons on the ground.

          "Short guns an' knives," the boy said.

          Two large Bowie knives, a Colt, and a Smith and Wesson revolver hit the ground.

          The boy pointed with his chin. "Over by the Injun," he commanded.

          Both men walked backward until they stood near the corpse.

          Still holding his pistol, the boy retrieved the weapons. The knives he left on the ground. One pistol he put in his own holster, the other behind his rope belt. The rifles he picked up with one finger looped through their trigger guards. His eyes never leaving the two men he returned to the edge of the clearing, leaning the rifles against a tree.

          The pistol at his waist was a Smith and Wesson. He broke it open, dumped the cartridges on the ground, and then threw it to land near the knives. "Stand," he ordered, then exchanged his own weapon for the one that had been in his holster. It too was a Colt, so he used the tool from his gun belt to pull the caps from the nipples, then threw the weapon to land by the Smith.

          Still facing Hank and Seth so he could keep an eye on them while he worked, the boy turned to work on the rifles. The first was a Springfield .58, muzzle loader so he simply pointed it over the lake, cocked the hammer and pulled the trigger. Throwing the empty weapon to land near the pistols and knives, he raised the other rifle. It was a Spencer similar to his own so he opened the loading tube in the stock and dumped the rim fire cartridges on the ground, then worked the action to eject the one in the chamber. He threw the Spencer to land by the Springfield.

          With his chin the boy indicated the pile of weapons, then the horses. "Mount up," he advised. The heel of his hand rested on his holstered Colt.

          Hank and Seth looked at each other then slowly and carefully picked up their rifles.

          As he picked up the Smith and Wesson, Seth eyed the cartridges that lay on the ground at the boy's feet. "Them car’ ridges is hard t' get," he complained.

          "Rough," the boy replied

          Keeping an eye on the boy the two men moved quickly toward their horses. In turn the boy didn't fall too far behind them, watching to ensure they took only their own mounts and pack horse.

          On the ridge above, Tom Brash rose and returned to his own animals. With reins in hand he led his mount over the hill and down into the campsite, the pack animals following readily.

          Having just watched the two men ride away the boy returned to the camp site, but did not acknowledge Brash's existence. Instead he went to the Indian woman and rolled her over on her back. Her left eye flew open and her arm came up over her face.

          The boy squeezed her shoulder gently. "Won't hurt yuh," the boy said.

          Tom could see a bad cut on the right side of her forehead that was already causing that eye to swell and close. The left side of her mouth and left cheek were also swollen and discolored.

          "I have some medical supplies," Brash announced.

          The boy looked up at him and nodded.

          Tom removed his bandanna and held it out to the boy. "Perhaps you could take this to the lake and get it wet? We will need to wash her off before we bandage her."

          The boy nodded again, took the bandanna and rose. Tom turned to his horses to retrieve bandages.

          As he reached into the pack about where he knew his medical supplies to be, a scream came from behind him that made the horse jump. He turned to see the woman sitting up and looking at the dead man, her hands over her mouth. The boy was running back from the shore.

          The woman jerked sideways and fell over the body of the man just before Brash heard the sound of a shot. Both he and the boy looked to Seth and Hank, who were in the relatively open area along the lake perhaps two hundred yards away. Hank held his Springfield over the limb of a tree, smoke still rising from the barrel. In the silence following the shot they could hear the two men laugh.

          The boy cursed, threw the wet bandana on the ground and picked up his Spencer. Hank and Seth sprinted for their horses.

          Tom put his hand on the boy's shoulder. "Does there need to be more killing? You will become an animal like them."

          The moment was gone. The two men disappeared behind the finger of hill that pushed out toward the lake. The boy lowered his weapon.

          Pointing with his chin toward the dust cloud that remained, the boy said, "Hunt us now. Should a shot 'em."

          "You think they will come back?" Tom asked.

          The boy nodded, and then indicated Tom's horses.

          "For my horses?" He was aware his horses would be highly valued. They were not yet used to the food or climate, and had been worked hard, but they were both taller and heavier than the local mounts.

          The boy nodded again and added, "An' packs."

          "Well, I would think your shooting skill would be enough to keep them away unless they are completely stupid," Tom observed.

          The boy shrugged. "Ambush."

          Ambush was not new to Brash. His early training had been full of the honor of addressing an adversary in a gentlemanly manner, but his experience had included attacks from cover. Those attacks, however, had come from people of a different culture on the other side of the world, and not from white men with Christian backgrounds.

          "I suppose it takes all kinds," Tom said. “And one’s proclivity for fast and accurate marksmanship is certainly curtailed when one is dead.”

          The boy indicated the shotgun in Tom's hand. "Only weapon?" he asked.

          "I have a rifle."

          "Best get it," the boy responded, almost sneering at the shotgun.

          Tom felt his anger rising. "This is the finest of shotguns. It is a Colt 10 gauge revolver. I have four shots available and another cylinder in my saddle bags."

          The boy turned and looked at the dead woman, then at the trees from where Hank had fired. "Two hundred yards?" he asked.

          Tom's irritation increased another notch, for the boy was right. Loaded with heavy ball the shotgun might be good for half that distance but not with him shooting it.

          He also realized that annoyance was rapidly becoming the strongest of his feelings. As he stowed his shotgun in the scabbard and removed his Colt revolving rifle from its place in one of the packs he considered the source of this irritation. In a country in which he had come to expect no fellow humans he had suddenly found five, two of them torturing and killing two others. He had just witnessed acts of barbarism of a type that he thought only happened at the end of a long battle. In an earlier life he had heard of such actions, but had never actually witnessed them. The sudden appearance of the fifth person - that one a boy - and the subsequent confrontation had been an additional shock.

          He had also been a teacher. He was used to acceptance and obedience from his pupils, not ridicule and orders. True, now that he was closer he could see the boy was older than his original estimate, but he was still quite young.

          Behind Tom the boy cursed, then asked, "That a rifle?"

          "A Colt revolving carbine, actually," Tom replied his pride in the weapon obvious. "Six shots, forty four caliber."

          The boy shook his head and cursed again. Tom marked another reason for irritation - the young man's constant foul language.

          "Better go with yuh," the boy concluded, pointing with a thumb over his shoulder toward where Hank and Seth had disappeared. "Yuh got no range, an' them boys’ll kill yuh."

          "I've handled things quiet well up to this point," Tom protested. He had no wish to be accompanied by this foul-mouthed youth. He had been enjoying his solitary travel.

          "More 'n likely ain't had to face up to nothin' like them two," the boy pointed out. He nodded at Tom's pack animals. "Them two's carryin' light. Double up the load. I'll ride the other un."

          "My horses need rest," Tom protested, "not a greater load." He waved his hand toward the three Indian ponies. "What is wrong with those animals?"

          The boy cursed. "Nothin' 'sept they's Blackfoot." He indicated the two bodies. "They'll have folks. Any young buck's got three horses an’ all this truck layin’ around is pretty well off. Young buck that's well off’s gonna have friends. Them folks find yuh with them horses, you'll be wishin' yuh got shot by Hank an' Seth."

          Again Tom fought down his anger, forcing himself to admit that, in this land in which he was a newcomer the boy might be right. He had certainly heard stories of the Blackfoot and their dislike of white men. There was also no doubt that the youngster had managed to handle the two killers. True, the Indians were dead, but he and the boy still drew breath. He began to loosen the packs for redistribution.

          "Perhaps we should bury these unfortunate victims?" he asked.

          The boy cursed, shrugged, then added, "Don't know as they dig holes fer the dead. Might put 'em up on platforms. Best just leave 'em lie."

          Having set one of the pack bundles on the ground, Tom turned and looked at the two bodies. As he did so he realized he had been avoiding looking at them. "Perhaps we could take a moment to lay them out in a more - uhm - seemly position?"

          The boy turned, looked at the bodies for a moment, shrugged, and then cursed. "Reckon."

          When Tom had loaded all the freight on one pack saddle he led the animals into the remains of the camp. The boy had rolled the bodies around until they lay side by side, one right hand clasping the left hand of the other. Seeing the arrangement, Brash found it suddenly difficult to swallow. He had to clear his throat before he spoke.

          "I do believe we should be moving on," Tom noted. "We still must find a suitable spot and make camp. The day is quickly disappearing."

          The boy was down on one knee and resting his forearm on the other, his gaze on the bodies. He turned his head to look at Tom who was surprised by the complete lack of expression on the boy's face. His deep blue eyes where neither cold nor hot, full of love or hate, but rather as blank as a deep pool.

          There was a pause while the boy came back to the present, then he responded. "Reckon," he nodded. He pointed with his chin toward the east. "We'll light a shuck that a way."

          "But that's east," Tom protested.

          The boy cursed. "Yuh don't say?" He pointed with his thumb toward the west. "Them two went west." He stood, rifle in one hand, and walked to the edge of the trees where he picked up a small bundle. Returning to the now unburdened pack horse he grasped the forward sawbuck and swung astride. "We'll go 'round the east end o' the lakes and turn back 'long the north side. It'll keep them away from us fer a few days." He jammed the small pack down in front of himself and against the forward sawbuck. The rifle he carried in his right hand.

          Tom realized that once again the boy was right. "That would seem to be prudent," he agreed and mounted his own animal.

          "Be a spell 'for we camp," the boy added. "Tomorrow 'for them two realize we ain't on their trail. Get a lead while we got the chance."

          They rode in silence for some time while Tom thought about the expression he had seen on the boys face when he turned from the bodies. It dawned on him that he knew nothing about this boy except that he was particularly adept with a firearm, had attempted to protect a stranger, and had an especially wild appearance. True, much of this appearance could be attributed to the rags he wore, but his long, slightly bent nose also added to the perception.

          "I'm afraid I have been severely remiss in not observing the normal social graces," Tom observed. Leaning over in the saddle he extended his hand toward the boy. "Thomas Brash, late of Kingston, Canada West, and now of where you see me."

          The boy looked at the extended hand for a moment, then took his Spencer in his rein hand and grasped Tom's. "Frank Clement," he responded.

          Tom noted there was no mention of his origin.


Later in the story Tom and Frank travel through the Alberta Badlands pictured here.
Still later in the novel they go through this kind of country.

Tuesday, February 23, 2021

The Heart says RIGHT! Logic says WRONG!


Let’s think about this.


On I-76 in the USA on Dec 6, 2014

Received this a few days ago from a valued friend. Had a look through some of the information it contains and it appears – through an hour’s research that the information is correct but then, I didn’t find the differences all that surprising but did find the volume astounding.

Found this very interesting. I’d never thought about ships hauling oil and every other item purchased from around the world. 

This was fact checked —if you can count on Google accountability. 


 A little time was spent putting some numbers together:

 1 Train has 100 cars, 2 engines and weighs 27,240,000 LBS.

1 Train carries 3,000,000 gallons of oil.

1 train uses 55.5 gallons of diesel per mile.

It takes 119,000 gallons of diesel to go 2150 miles from Hardisty, AB to Freeport, TX.


Aftermath of rail disaster at  Lac-Mègantic, Que. July, 2013
42 confirmed dead, 5 missing and presumed dead
About half the town destroyed

Keystone pipeline was to deliver 34,860,000 gallons of oil per day.

It would take 12 trains and 1,428,000 gallons of diesel to deliver that amount. PER DAY!

521,220,000 gallons of diesel per year.


Hellesport Alhambra with 440,000 tons (yes, Tons) of crude oil

The oil will still go to market with or without the pipeline. By stopping the pipeline, billions of gallons of diesel will be wasted and pollute needlessly.

Does that make you feel good?

 Stop the Tar Sands all together? Then we must ship the oil from the overseas sandbox.

 1 large oil tanker can haul 120,000,000 gallons of oil

1 boat takes 15 days to float across the Atlantic.

1 boat uses 63,000 gallons of fuel PER DAY, that is about 1 million gallons of the most polluting type fuel in the world PER TRIP.*(See below)

 Or take 3.5 days of Keystone Pipeline to move the same amount of oil with a fraction of the pollution.

 *In international waters, ship emissions remain one of the least regulated parts of our global transportation system. The fuel used in ships is waste oil, basically what is left over after the crude oil refining process. It is the same as asphalt and is so thick that when cold it can be walked upon. It's the cheapest and most polluting fuel available and the world's 90,000 ships chew through an astonishing 7.29 million barrels of it each day, or more than 84% of all exported oil production from Saudi Arabia.


Shipping is by far the biggest transport polluter in the world. There are 760 million cars in the world today, emitting approximately 78,599 tons of Sulphur Oxides (SOx) annually. The world's 90,000 vessels burn approximately 370 million tons of fuel per year, emitting 20 million tons of Sulphur Oxides. That equates to 260 times more Sulphur Oxides being emitted by ships than the world’s entire car fleet. One large ship alone can generate approximately 5,200 tonnes of sulphur oxide pollution in a year, meaning that 15 of the largest ships now emit as much SOx as the world’s 760 million cars.

 Eliminate all gas consuming cars and diesel vehicles?

 Worldwide car gas consumption is 403,583,712,000 gallons a year. That's billion.

Worldwide oil consumption is   1,500,000,000,000 gallons a year. That's trillion.

 It takes 2.15 gallons of oil to make 1 gallon of car gas and .6 gal of diesel.

So it takes 867,704,980,800 gallons of oil to run the world’s cars, most diesel vehicles for a year, and some ships.

That leaves 632,295,019,200 gallons of oil for other uses.

 Passenger vehicles are only a very small percentage of the problem. If emissions are the problem -- why not just capture them at the exhaust?

Create an industry to clean exhaust, instead of crushing an entire industry and building a complete untested, replacement industry?

 So are we willing to dramatically increase mining to get all the minerals necessary to make all these batteries and electric engines?

Mining is way worse for the environment than oil extraction.

Is stopping the Keystone still making you feel good?


And before I forget again I need to mention something that has been bothering me. I keep hearing people talk about the end of the internal combustion engine and how they will ALL be replaced with electric vehicles.

That may be a good idea, time and experience will (I expect) prove that to be the case. But within the ‘working life’ of anyone in the workforce today? Absolutely not! In fifty years (50) perhaps but, at my age, nothing I’ll need to worry about.

There are many more pictures of trucks and trains overturned or burning or spilling or all of the above and of the aftermath than what I’ve posted here. But isn’t this enough?

This is NOT a list of all the train accidents in North America but a small list of the most serious ones.

 Lac-Mègantic, Que. July, 2013

Nov. 8, 2013 near Aliceville, Alabama

Dec. 30, 2013 Casselton, North Dakota

 Jan. 7, 2014 in New Brunswick

Jan. 20, 2014 Seven train cars, six of them containing oil derailed on a bridge over the Schuylkill River in Philadelphia. 

April 30, 2014 Nearly 30,000 gallons of oil were spilled into the James River.

Feb. 14, 2015: A 100-car train derailed in a remote part of Ontario. The blaze it ignited burned for days.

Feb. 16, 2015 Derailment and fire near Mount Carbon, West Virginia. Oil leak into Kanawha River tributary.

March 10, 2015 Twenty-one cars derailed about 3 miles outside Galena, Illinois.

March 7, 2015  A 94-car Canadian National Railway crude oil train derailed about 3 miles outside the northern Ontario town of Gogama.

May 6, 2015  A 109-car crude oil train derails near Heimdal, North Dakota. Six cars exploded into flames and an estimated 60,000 gallons of oil spilled.

July 16, 2015: More than 20 cars of an oil train deraile east of Culbertson, Montana, spilling an estimated 35,000 gallons of oil.

Nov. 7, 2015: More than a dozen cars loaded with crude oil derail near Watertown, Wisconsin.

June 3, 2016: A train hauling crude oil derails in Oregon’s Columbia River Gorge, sparking a large fire.


Friday, February 12, 2021

A little piece of "Lucky"

 Background for "Lucky" ... and a taste

This is one of the pictures I took for “A Voice From Beyond” but didn’t use. It is of the “Sunrise Valley” cemetery west of Dawson Creek.

This is an excerpt from “Lucky” a short story that is part of my “A Voice From Beyond; anthology” or collection. There are three stories and three rhymes in this collection. The second story is about a woman, watching the ranch for her absent (winter trapping) husband and the third about one of the many so-called hobos who ‘rode the rails’ during the 1930s.

The rhymes are all about Christmas.

Christmas is over, you say? That’s your fault; it was published back in November. Besides, there’s another Christmas coming. Sure, sure, it seems like forever with this Covid stuff, but it’ll get here.





            At the end of the US Civil War many of the combatants left the country for Mexico or Canada (which was just coming into existence) A few made longer trips to South America, Europe or other continents. Some had nothing to return to, some didn’t want to face their former neighbors and be compelled to describe their experiences and others had more nefarious reasons. Most returned to the US after months or years but they needed some time to recover from the shock of war and death.

          Today we call it Traumatic Stress Disorder but such wasn’t recognized until after WWII and wasn’t accepted until about 1990. In 1867 the kindest thing that was usually said about such casualties was, “The war made him crazy.”

          During the course of this story we discover a young CSA officer who, after traveling the western US winds up in New Westminster in the British Colony of British Columbia. The young southern gentleman that went to war in 1861 has turned into a man who believes he needs to consider only his own income and comfort. Before the war his now deceased parents could not have envisioned he would become a thief and dishonest gambler. Nor could he.

          But life happens. Sometimes it drives us deeper into the hole we’ve built for ourselves. For others something may happen that causes an awakening. The person with fiber, grit or integrity, whatever one chooses to call it, may recognize that awakening and take advantage of what it offers.

          Somewhere down the road, in something I may write, Lucky may appear again. I’ve met many like him, survivors of WWII, Korea, Vietnam; the list continues. A few widened their narrow perception and became productive members of society. Many didn’t.



By D.M. McGowan


          His first conscious thought was that he was soaked to the skin. Opening his eyes he discovered that he was laying on rocks and mud while a hard, warm rain pounded down. He appeared to be laying along the bottom of a steep-sided ravine, his head pointing down hill. However, he had no idea how he got there. For that matter, there was very little he did remember, including his name.

          It felt like a six-inch rock was digging into his shoulder blade. When he tried to move off the rock, pain shot up through his left leg and exploded in his hip. He froze immediately, but not before a scream had been torn from his throat.

          Looking down at his foot he could see it lay at an impossible angle. Obviously the lower leg was broken just above the ankle. He dropped his head back into the mud.

          "I'm in the mountains in the rain with a broken leg," he said aloud. He raised his head slightly and looked up beyond his feet toward the head of the ravine. "And this is probably one of those mountain stream beds that will become a rushing torrent during a rain storm." Dropping his head back in the mud, he added, "Looks like it's my lucky day."

          'Why did I say that?' he asked himself. 'Is luck something that's important to me?'

          "Hey! You alive?"

          He swung his head around looking for the source of the voice. There appeared to be some movement by a large rock that jutted out near the top of the right hand bank.

          "I feel wet, hurt, and lost," he hollered back, "and I can hear you. I suspect I'm alive." In a lower tone he added, "Then again, perhaps this is meant to be my eventual destination."

          "I'll throw you a rope," called the voice from above.

          "Don't think it will do much good. I don't think I could hang onto it very long. My leg's broken."

          There was a short pause, then the voice said, "I'll have t' go down hill an' work back up the gully. Be awhile."

          He propped himself up on one elbow and looked again at the twisted leg. "I believe I shall wait right here for you," he said softly, and then realized that he should acknowledge that he understood. "Thank you," he hollered. He reached around to remove the offending rock from his resting place but it would not budge. Gently he lay back on it.


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